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Today I turn forty. I have been dreading this moment for a few months now. It is silly, really, when you think about it. It’s not like it was a surprise; I knew this day would come — if I was lucky enough to live until now. And here we are.

I have so many, many things to be grateful for; I count my blessings every morning. It’s just… forty. You know, F O R T Y. I am too small to turn forty. I feel too young to turn forty. But maybe that’s the trick, the secret no one tells you about because it is so much better when you uncover it yourself. Forty is young. Haha — goes life — gotcha. You though you would feel old all of a sudden? …



Mama, wife, yogi, dreamer. Writer in disguise.

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